You can't untangle the mess of your mind. Instead, make a list of the items to be individually considered. There is no guarantee your mind space will be pretty again but you could afford to tidy up a bit.
Grand Guignol theatre + Cleansed at the National theatre earlier this year
Bouncing thoughts off a wall is not the same as having a conversation but you continue to try this. Is this attempt futile or hopeful? Is hope futile? Hope in general, just think about it. Discuss.
Rhinoceros by Ionesco + the current state of affairs
The bottom of your left foot is two different colors of skin because you have peeled off almost the entirety of that heel. No. It is actually three colors if you count red. Right. And your fingers are in no better state. To consider: Why?
Alone v. Lonely - one is a fact of being, the other painful at worst and manageable at best, the two together, are nearly impossible, absolutely insurmountably crippling. You know where you are.
Begin drafting second version of the play you just finished and begin the second. I would like to see a third draft of the first and a first working draft of the second by Sunday.
I held a man having a seizure earlier today.
The body + nature poems - you've got 17. Can we work this all into submittable form by the end of the month? Yes. That is do-able.
What kind of a word is "do-able"? Can you find something better than that please and never use that word again? Thank you.
There's another response that no one addresses: Freeze. We only talk about fight or flight. And that is rather generous, don't you think?
Also get through the rest of TA's movie list.
To Do: make a pros and cons list re: going "off the grid"